right under it

IO Echo - Doorway

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im breakin down. theres 2 weeks of school left. final project due tuesday an its soo far from done its not even any kind of funny. been trying to get a car for a while. not working. and my baby leaves in 2 weeks. im gonna cry.

i dont want him to go :'(

and look to the sky..

Its past 6am (eastern time). Ive yet to sleep. Class @ 9. Woe is me. Im passing the time with my bestfriends, Dell and iPod. Slow songs are on, so its gettn me, uhh down. Now im thinkin too much. what if and what nots. Whys and hows. Soo many questions. zero answers... as always. sigh. trying not to stress. trying to simply give myself to the sky, but its not so easy to see silver linings in the dark... even with the sun trying to come up through my cheap, standard blinds. i will try hoping things will turn out and i might even try to sleep. or at this point... power nap.

WTF! It's Always Somethin!

It's like the universe KNOWS when everything is going right in your life. So it throws in a monkey wrench just for the f*ck of it. Thanks universe, I appreciate it. BLOWN. Argh... but what can I do? Nothing. Just let shit play out the way it's supposed to... and hopefully things get better. WHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!???!?!???! ::SIGH:: Had to let that out. Don't really feel better, but it had to do something. MAYBE.......... I hope.