sometimes i miss things

this time im missin short hair. ive been doin all i can since 07 to grow my hair back to its former glory, but from time to time i get that sudden urge to chop it again. its a sickness i tell u. im addicted to the hair on the floor. i wish my hair was like asian hair. asian hair grows the fastest. i think i saw that on like guinness records as a quick tidbit. i dont know. i might have just made that up, but i def heard/saw/read it somewhere in my past. my hair grows at a decent rate but i want sum "i need to cut my hair cuz it grew back after a month" type hair.

guess i will be fighting my craving. i feel like a fat person on a diet trying to resist mickey d's [which is across the street btw]. really tuff. :sigh: maybe i will calm this urge by doing something else reckless.. like another tattoo! i like being reckless that way and ornamenting my body (since ive learned the diff between ornaments an decorations in my art theory bs class -- an i will not be merely decorated!). i will probably get something love related since love is major in my life. especially since im currently swirling down the drain of IN LOVE w/ trev. and i most def cannot swim.

i think imma get "folie à deux" with hearts and random swirly twirly lines. ive posted that phrase before. for refreshers tho, it means "madness shared by two", in actuality its like a technical term for a mental disorder, but im pretty sure being in love is a mental disorder; pure madness. or atleast thats my spin on the
thing. i ❤ love tho. its super coolio and all.

well i think ive jumped subjects enuff for just one post. my next jump is gonna be into the shower cuz i have class in like an hour. oh joy. making a sculpture. hope it comes out like i hope. if not then.. maybe i will cheer myself up with a hair cut. sike! :)

-- R.I.P. Cypher > best snake ever.

Needles scare, but not the tattoo kind.

I have a phobia of needles. I believe that the proper name is "Belonephobia". Something about piercing very deep or through the skin makes me sick. BUT tattoo needles, they don't scare me as much.. and I'm not sure why, maybe because it doesn't look like a needle. On Friday I got my 2nd tattoo.. it's kinda big like my first tattoo, bigger even. It's an italian phrase, which explains why so many people ask "WHAT DOES IT MEAN??" Vivere per amare e amare per vivere basically means "Live to Love and Love to Live". I think it's pretty. Now I have to think about my next piece of body art, even though my family thinks I should stop. [oh wellz] As my friend said, I will be a Sexy Tattoo Vixen. Yea... that sounds like me.