its always so obvious how in love i am, wen im not around my other. thoughts=him. i jus want to talk to him all day. im constantly wishing i could see him. longing for the day i see him again. corny. yes. but thats just how i get. he has like all of my heart. So in commemoration of my lovey-doveynes.. a new song! ive been totz singin this song about my trevy all day. Enjoi!
Drake - Best I Ever Had
http://www.zshare.net/audio/57344659c901ce4c/
this time im missin short hair. ive been doin all i can since 07 to grow my hair back to its former glory, but from time to time i get that sudden urge to chop it again. its a sickness i tell u. im addicted to the hair on the floor. i wish my hair was like asian hair. asian hair grows the fastest. i think i saw that on like guinness records as a quick tidbit. i dont know. i might have just made that up, but i def heard/saw/read it somewhere in my past. my hair grows at a decent rate but i want sum "i need to cut my hair cuz it grew back after a month" type hair.
guess i will be fighting my craving. i feel like a fat person on a diet trying to resist mickey d's [which is across the street btw]. really tuff. :sigh: maybe i will calm this urge by doing something else reckless.. like another tattoo! i like being reckless that way and ornamenting my body (since ive learned the diff between ornaments an decorations in my art theory bs class -- an i will not be merely decorated!). i will probably get something love related since love is major in my life. especially since im currently swirling down the drain of IN LOVE w/ trev. and i most def cannot swim.
i think imma get "folie à deux" with hearts and random swirly twirly lines. ive posted that phrase before. for refreshers tho, it means "madness shared by two", in actuality its like a technical term for a mental disorder, but im pretty sure being in love is a mental disorder; pure madness. or atleast thats my spin on the
thing. i ❤ love tho. its super coolio and all.
well i think ive jumped subjects enuff for just one post. my next jump is gonna be into the shower cuz i have class in like an hour. oh joy. making a sculpture. hope it comes out like i hope. if not then.. maybe i will cheer myself up with a hair cut. sike! :)
-- R.I.P. Cypher > best snake ever.
as you all know [whether you love it or hate it] yesterday was Valentine's Day! at 12am on VDay, i gave trevor his gifts. his face was the sweetest. i was soo happy. he was like in total shock! it was a really good night. then we had a nice breakfast in the morning. then.. it was dinner time. he totz surprised me by takin me to La Chaumiere. its a cozy, rustic french restaurant in georgetown. fancy fancy.
the fanciest restaurant ive been to in my life.
mm... we had a cheese souffle. delicious. plates were cleaned. then we ordered the duck breast. yummy. black currants accompanied it. they are... tart. the veggies were good. but there was nothing to drink but water, wine and coffee. we drank water. but for water... it was tasty. service was quick as well. we were there for about an hour.
then it was time for dessert at home. it was nice. & delicious. wonderful evening. trevor is the best. i swear i love him soo much!
hope you all had nice vdays with lovers and/or friends lol. :)
i bite my nails when anxious. i used to be MUCH worse as a kid, but yea.. im a nail biter. its almost V-Day an im supremely excited. this year i get to spend the day of love with my Trevy Bear! yay :) he's so sweet. i just wonder where we're going to eat at and whats going to happen in general that day. im excited to give him his presents. i have soo much sneaking to do tomorrow (hooray for no friday classes!) this is going to be a very very good weekend. i think my heart is smiling. aww. im so lovey dovey. ♥
besides my heart spilling all over this blog... i ate catfish today. much tastier than the fish looks. also, its windy as hell for the last couple of days. i almost flew away a few times today as i carried some cardboard on campus to [art] class. i thought i might blow into the street and get hit by a passing bus. luckily the worst thing done was either basically being stopped in my tracks because i couldnt fight the wind or the wonderful zigzag pattern i was forced to walk in as the gusts pushed me back and forth. narrowly missing other passers by. glad my room is windfree.
im soo in for the night.
...and i missed jeopardy :( least trevor's on the way here.
its funny feeling like you live with someone. Trevor is here like all the time. I love it. Weird cuz imma loner, really. i enjoy privacy to the utmost. but i like sharing with him. i wonder how long this happy feeling about this is going to last. long i hope.
man, its hard trying to keep surprises.. surprising when ur other is always around. but im sneaky. things will be ok.
other news --> im listening to Lil Wayne - Prom Queen. Alotta people probably wont like this, but i caught onto this song faster than Lollipop(took me sum adjustment time).
