sometimes i miss things

this time im missin short hair. ive been doin all i can since 07 to grow my hair back to its former glory, but from time to time i get that sudden urge to chop it again. its a sickness i tell u. im addicted to the hair on the floor. i wish my hair was like asian hair. asian hair grows the fastest. i think i saw that on like guinness records as a quick tidbit. i dont know. i might have just made that up, but i def heard/saw/read it somewhere in my past. my hair grows at a decent rate but i want sum "i need to cut my hair cuz it grew back after a month" type hair.

guess i will be fighting my craving. i feel like a fat person on a diet trying to resist mickey d's [which is across the street btw]. really tuff. :sigh: maybe i will calm this urge by doing something else reckless.. like another tattoo! i like being reckless that way and ornamenting my body (since ive learned the diff between ornaments an decorations in my art theory bs class -- an i will not be merely decorated!). i will probably get something love related since love is major in my life. especially since im currently swirling down the drain of IN LOVE w/ trev. and i most def cannot swim.

i think imma get "folie à deux" with hearts and random swirly twirly lines. ive posted that phrase before. for refreshers tho, it means "madness shared by two", in actuality its like a technical term for a mental disorder, but im pretty sure being in love is a mental disorder; pure madness. or atleast thats my spin on the
thing. i ❤ love tho. its super coolio and all.

well i think ive jumped subjects enuff for just one post. my next jump is gonna be into the shower cuz i have class in like an hour. oh joy. making a sculpture. hope it comes out like i hope. if not then.. maybe i will cheer myself up with a hair cut. sike! :)

-- R.I.P. Cypher > best snake ever.